I can’t say that I’m totally happy because my studies ended. Actually I am, but…I don’t quite know what to do…I want to do a million of things but I either do something which occupies all my time ,or do nothing:(And I don’t really fell that «that’s all» about studies…One friend said me that I will feel it in full scale when at 1st September I will not go to academy, yeah…I think that’s right:) But I say to myself now: «Hey, that’s all, you’ve got to do something to acheive your goals and make dreams come true, girl! Don’t just waste your time!» Then I think that I planned to have some small vacation, but I can’t  ignore thoughts about «doing something». And actually I can’t decide: to search some «office work» or to find ways to be a freelancer( I have the experience of being designer of outdoor advertising and logo maker and also wrote some articles for some web portals). Well…my dreams are much more higher though:) I just have to be hardworking, patient and lucky for acheiving them:) Well, well..I write too much and actually can not say what I really wanted(feel dumb!), actually it is my nowadays state of mind: can’t say what I really feel, can’t actually just capture and express it!:(

Another part of post(let it be different!): While choosing profession and catching my inspirations I started to move towards photographer-designer-stylist-model way. How? Just look at these photos. I tried to do something that I see in my mind. Photographer was my mom, but I was telling her where to go, which angle must be chosen and so on. However…I’m not very pleased with the results, BUT-I’m not going to left this idea! I  plan to make more shots/ sessions, and I defenitely have to learn how to work with my dad’s camera which is a professional one(I’m lucky, yeah!:D)

I’m going to upload more photos from this «session» but later, because I got to work with them a bit and …I want to do something different, I mean with colors:)

P.s. my inspiration was Mein teil and Rosenrot by Rammstein:) hehe, I love these guys ’cause they inspire me, I love people and things that inspire me!

PLEASE TELL ME WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT THESE PICTURES! I REALLY APPRECIATE ALL OPINIONS!

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