Real me.

Вторник Май 5, 2009

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I want to share with you my real personality. Actually, I’m always honest here, but as I said in one of my previous posts, I don’t really recognize myself on photos. Because I think that we are on photos so, as the person who takes them see us. Maybe I’m not right, but I really see diference in pics taken by me of me, by mom and other persons. By the way, I said to my mom that she wants to see me more «healthy» that’s why I look on her pics like a «big-cheek» girl(I mean, look at almost all my pics, I have such awful large cheeks there!Ehm…she resented on this:(().

Here is my yesterday’s outfit,photos taken by my best friend. I know, here’s nothing extraordinary or unique, but it’s true me, it’s the true me as I am most of my life. I mean, here I’m just a boyish shy girl(not with big cheeks!:D), who wants to have a comfy and stylish but not very fashionable or unique outfit(most of time I hate to be in centre of attention…) Of course, I adore unique outfits and I adore to look like WOW, but actually,I’m too shy to wear such things often(or at all?…). I think my problem is not just inside me,it’s there, but it’s feeded by my education,conservative friends, conservative country and so on…I struggle with it, because I love to be free in all ways! Btw, when I’m travelling I feel more free and put on myself those things which I never use here:)

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well…why these pics are special for me:1st-cheeks, they’re ok here:) 2nd-they are a kind of paparazzi ones 3rd-I really think now that I see myself as I’m here…

Mood: massive attack- teardrop


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11 Responses to “Real me.”

  1. Shin Says:

    Zuki! I think you’re gorgeous! I used to be like you before because my family is very traditional and I’m from a culture where wearing shorts is almost a sin for a girl! But when I moved to the United States, I experimented with a lot of styles and read a lot of magazines. It takes a while but as you get to know yourself more and what you want to wear, you will acquire your own taste in fashion. To me, you have a great style and you should not be afraid to take risks! xxoxoxoxox

  2. KIRAFASHION Says:

    Zuki!

    You look so great! Iove your boots so much!!

    Kisses and hugs!

    Kira

  3. The Seeker Says:

    Hi sweetie :)
    I think I have another theory about the pictures and who shots them… what if the pictures seem different because our atitude is diferent in front of diferent persons and that reflects in the shots…. what do you think, beautiful you?

    Thank you so much for your inputs and so nice words on my blog, you’re lovely.

    And the funny picture is my fav.

    Oh and of course we are real people that have to deal with some pressures of ours comunities, more difficult if they’re small.
    I’ve strugled all my life because of my image, for one reason or another.

    Luv

    xoxo

  4. frouu Says:

    you are absolutely adorable, i love the way you come across on your blog – so humble and sweet.

    naturally, your surroundings contribute to you who you are, but you shouldnt feel shy about wearing what you want to wear, you always look great.

    i’m also loving your boots!

    - frouu/ nadia

  5. Wala Says:

    Привет! :) Очень понравилось,фотосессия удалась
    (кто же фотограф ,интересно?!:)
    В целом не вижу ничего консервативного в твоем выборе,наоборот…думаю в таком образе можно чувствовать себя уютно,свободно…и что не мало важно СТИЛЬНО!
    Мне так понравилось…побольше таких фотосессий!!! :) ))
    Целую и обнимаю
    Wala

  6. Wala Says:

    Nara! Предлагаю к этому комплекту сумку большого объема!!! Будет смотрется классно!!! :) ))

  7. Monique Says:

    hey zuki, i think you are absolutely fine the way you are:) i want your boots by the way!:D thanks for visiting my blog!

  8. Maggie Says:

    Hi Zuki, i didn’t know u have a blog! Thanks so much for visiting both my blogs n ur lovely words!! I m so much appreciated!!
    U r looking great as always, i so love ur header! <3

    xoxo,
    Maggie

  9. andrea Says:

    cute boots

  10. tis serendipity Says:

    Aww hey I really like this post! =) The different sides of you….

    I understand what you mean when you say, you feel more confident about experimenting with your dressing when you’re not in your own country and are travelling because people aren’t so conservative elsewhere… I feel the same too. And for me a larger part is really the weather. =( That’s the main limitation in my opinion…
    Is there anything you’d really like to try and wear but haven’t had the courage to do so? One day maybe we’ll both wear something we haven’t dared wear before on the same day!! (for mutual support!) it might be pretty fun to do eh? =D

  11. sexypeoplezone Says:

    i like ur style)

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